Ayako-sama
It’s official.
I’m thinking more about Ayako-sama than any other single person (or thing) [excepting the word or concept of ‘I’] in any given time frame, in terms of frequency and time spent.
While this pleases the fanboy in me, my student side despairs. For even in exams she appears in my head.
It’s not exactly fair to her (since she definitely didn’t ask for this), but it’s pretty disturbing. And troubling. I’m not sure as to what to do. After all, she’s fourteen years older than I am, living in a completely different world, and hopefully quite happy as she is.
I can’t really do anything else but to think of her often, and fervently hope for her happiness, in whatever form it may take.