Grrrr
I’m horrendously irritated.
I managed to chalk up 20+ emails (in the inbox) and another 28 in the junk. What the hell???
This is impossible. I don’t exactly dislike human contact, but this sheer volume of correspondence is really getting on my nerves. It is a fortunate decision that I set my input from egroups to daily digest, but even so the sheer volume of material I have to read through (given that people LOVE to spam egroups over every single little thing) is really overwhelming. And guess what? They like to send messages about meetings and stuff through egroups at like 11PM THE DAY BEFORE (not all the time, but often enough to get me riled up). That pisses me off because of two reasons: 1 - the daily digest doesn’t usually get through till the next day, and 2 - PEOPLE HAVE TO SLEEP, GODDAMN IT. I swear I have never felt the need to sleep as much as any other period in my life these days. And yes I sleep before 11.
It seems to me that high school life in the modern times is really about as bad as a real job. We all put up with it and pretend it’s normal - but deep down, unless we feel something’s WRONG then that person is a bloody freak. We don’t get paid for joining a lot of clubs and planning a lot of stuff - sure we learn a lot of stuff from doing it, BUT IT’S FREAKING NOT WORTH IT. But everyone’s doing it - and so am I, to a smaller extent.
I’m not writing this as a organized, argumentative piece, because it’s not meant to be. It’s a merely a form of release for pent-up frustrations that I do not need or benefit from. Goddamn it. And I still have library fines to pay off.
And I’m HUNGRY FOR GOODNESS’ SAKE. I shall go get some food before I scream my head off in due course.